insignificantartist

Blood is red, bruises are blue. My bones are broken, thanks to you. My heart is bleeding, my tears are black. And I can't believe, I want you back.

I fell in love with you, but you couldn't love me. I wanted to give you my heart and it's secret key. My love is a precious gift I wanted to give You became the only reason that I strive to live. I fell for you, but you didn't catch me Now this fall is everlasting My love for you is unwanted and now I sit alone and cry Your heart can keep living as mine begins to die. "Be carefull" they would tell me As I let my love grow on "A broken heart will kill you" but somehow I stayed strong. I want you to be mine this wish will never come true You will never love me but I will always love you. This made me cry when I wrote it..... i

I can feel this huge space inside of me a space that you use to fill up because you were with me and I was with you you did an awesome job at filling me you gave me laughter and smiles you gave me lazy days watching clouds and days where I could do anything you also gave me days full of rain days where it wouldn't just sprinkle but pour and there wasn't any rainbows afterwards you gave me days that lightning struck my heart and days that had me staying inside for fear of it all you gave me sunshine with a storm behind it you gave me clouds that turned black in front of the sun and you gave me sparkling dew drops after it all t

We said we wouldn't do this, we promised we'd do better. But still here we are. Standing on the edge hurrying, trying to get it together. Who are we kidding? Who are we trying to impress? We're always going to be late, though we can still strive to be better. Even though we'll always be pulling it together. Rush faster my darling, the hour draws near. Then we start anew. A new statement of our commitment. A new line of words. But we'll still be late and we both know it.

you know youre heartbroken when... you have an actual pain in your chest when you think about the past and realize that its all gone....you'll never have another one of those moments with that person again. you would rather live in pain for the rest of your life than allow yourself to love someone else. hope becomes its own bodily reaction, reproduces to fill in cracks of your heart after every encounter you have with that person, and nothing happens. even just after talking to them for two minutes over nothing makes you want to cry because all you really want to be able to say is "i miss you" but you cant because it would make things wor

When I was at work, I felt as though I had been Damned. It was always the same; No matter the location. Service the customer, Sweep and mop, Face the aisles, Stock the cooler, Count the money, Make the breakfast food, Clean the bathrooms, Sweep the lot, Empty the trash. Every night; Brain numbing, Soul numbing. Servicing those who were crazed, and Wanted to rob, fuck or kill you. While the trains cried in the night And the nearby highway yawned its song out into the blackness There were roadside theologians, The meth crowd, Beer whores, The battered, The broken, The insomniacs, The maniacs, The all American boy

In my mind, I dream of a world without nightmares. Where people dont hurt, And love can never lie to me. Where my whispers in the dark, Are screams, to those who only listen. Where people care, and peace shall never die. A place where this sick little monster in the mirror, is something of beauty. Where my rage only adds to my mystery, That when my name is uttered, it is on soft lips of love, Honeyed with shimmering desire. But in my world, my world without nightmares, You don't exist anymore. ...Because you are my living, breathing, nightmare. You haunt me, a dark and sickening shadow, A monster in my closet, just waiting for

Is there a better place, To be right now, Than to be home, Listening to the crickets' sounds, Outside the windows. Is there a better place, To be right now, Than in the bed, Closing my eyes, Falling into a deep sleep, To forget about the days, Forget about the nights, Forget about you. Heartbroken, Nothing better than to sleep, To forget that you are gone, To forget your lies, Forget the way, You told me, You never loved me, Forget the way, You looked at me, When you left me, I want to forget, I want to leave this world, Close my eyes, Fall to sleep to stop the heart, From beating. I block my ears, From hearing th

I can’t breathe I want to but no air comes out I want to speak but no words come out Why do I feel... hurt? I feel betray I feel like love had forgotten me Like God only help those who have love My heart hurts My heart feels like a thousand needles went through my chest and now it’s bleeding slowly for me to die Why Why when I try to move my hands to touch the ground I can't Touch the ground Just to know it’s still there Just to know I am still alive Broken I feel like a broken doll Shatter into pieces Pieces all over the floor With no one there to put me back together ...no one... Will fix me No one wi